KINESIS
Built a wall paneled with earlier goodbyes
urgent as to-do lists twenty lines long 
Love bejeweled in tackier remedies:
ruby pout sealed wartime porn discretion. 
My mother remembers 
you rounded your shoulders to hide your height 
Secrets refuse scabs and once I was not convinced
all wounds are sticky moans: 
adhesive to the day when, 
the place where.
Other girls spontaneously abort hymens 
same ruby on backseats 
like words you give me 
wet distorting into chaos.
I was there when and never understood
how it happened 
on my back saw everything 
and cannot manage understanding.
Today’s words wet running 
through my fingers, puddled chaos 
congealed 
finally flesh.  
Man becomes Man in the wilderness, 
enlarged by its sustenance.
Pluck from it dreams for yourself, boy, 
boil them, chew and swallow each bite 
before the next.
The next might not be necessary.
darlene anita scott